Jun 13, 2010

A Serious Man- a Coen brother movie

I guess I shouldn't be too surprised of the ending after 'Burn after reading'.We all need to switch our brain to Coen brother movie mode while watching their movies.

The story is simple. A professor of mathematics who always do right things, live in life in routines, tries to be a serious man until one day that his wife wants to divorce. He can solve complex problems of mathematics but can't figure out why his wife all the sudden wants to leave him... And people's suggestions to him is to talk to Rabbi.
The structure of the movie is one of the interesting part. It starts with a Jewish folklore in Hebrew about a husband met this old man on the road and invited him home. But his wife heard that this guy was dead so she did futile things trying to find out if he is dybbuk* or not. Then the movie officially begins after...
There's always message that Coen brothers trying to send through the movies. However, when I saw their names showing on the screen and the ending theme started, I had no idea what the message is.
Then I think more and reviewed a little bit. There's one part in movie I found it very important.
It's when the Korean student sitting in Larry's office trying to tell him that he can not fail him for the midterm cuz he needs it for his physics scholarship. If he doesn't pass math, he will not get the scholarship and he will feel shame.
And Larry told him...
'You can't really understand the physics without understanding the math.
The math tells how it really works, that's the real thing.
The story I give you in class is just illustrative.
They're like fables, say, to help give you a picture.
I mean... Even I don't understand the dead cat. The math is how it really works.'

That's the key of the movie.
The visits of the Rabbis to find out what's the answer for the problem he is facing is using his match brain and attitude to handle his world. But when it comes about life, we need to switch our brains to physics way of thinking to know that things around the world sometimes could be totally random. Lots phenomenon doesn't have only one or any answer to explain.
Then while he changed the score of the Korean student to C- in the end, he got a phone call from his doctor about his x-ray result. Will you say that's Karma or just another random thing happens in life?
Like a lot of questions we would have in life, we don't know. And we probably will never know the answer or if there's one.
In the end, it's just like the fable in the beginning of the movie, nobody knows for sure if the guy is a dybbuk* or not.

Coen brothers didn't just give you an answer to believe. Instead, they just remind you and show you in a humorous way, 'Hey, this is life we are talking about...' with their special way of humour. I would say that's kinda humble. They didn't think they are that great to define anything that nobody could give answers in the real life. I respect that and think this is the best part about movie and any arts... to pass a message to the crowd and to cause thoughts or effects afterwards... like butterfly effects... bigger and bigger...

*dybbuk: In Jewish folklore, a dybbuk is a malicious possessing spirit, believed to be the dislocated soul of a dead person

Jun 9, 2010

經典

曾經有一個人說過 '經典 就是需要花很久的時間和精神才能完成會學會的...'
真的是在贊同不過了...

最近有很多時間瀏覽網路上的文章,書籍... 由衷的懂得了'Pop culture' 這個詞的意義...

隨身從台灣帶來的兩本書是年代久遠的文學作品 Die Verwandlug 和 Robert Capa二戰時期的回憶錄。
Die Verwandlug 意外的好讀且耐人尋味...書雖薄但震撼很大...
Slightly out of focus (失焦) 是Robert Capa在二戰時期 在各地戰場奔波時的手記整理和幾張照片分享... 戰爭 這個議題,向來不是我的菜... 但是在文字背後,我對"記者"這兩個字有了更深的認知和肅然起敬的感動... 他在一個空軍營中待了5天拍了軍人們 在休息室打牌、寫信...一些等待期間的活動照片,正覺得無趣時,他們接到指示出動了,最後一艘飛機回來時,裡面一名受傷的士兵被抬出來,然後一具屍體被抬出來,在他跑到旁邊照相的時候,駕駛飛機的士兵哭了 他問 "記者先生 這就是你這幾天一直等著拍的照片嗎?" 他關上相機馬上離開那座軍營... 心中的糾結和情緒,可想而知... 很有意思的一本書...讓我想再複習些傳記書了...

另外一樣最近常做的活動,是在wiki pedia上 研讀一些60-90年代的老樂團和樂史... 重新認識了 Paul Simon, Velvet underground, Nico, Belle& Sebastian...etc.這樣的人物和故事...

一向對歷史和地理一翹不通的我,在陌生的國度裡,發現了人文的樂趣,也發現了史地是帶領你對這門學問更了解的最佳工具。
高中時怎麼不懂這道理 悶著頭就選擇自然組了呢?
人生真的充滿太多的問號了...尤其是我的 呵呵

Jun 3, 2010

The Little Kitchen story


I guess every kitchen all has its own story.
If all the kitchen sit together to chat about their old days. It will be like this...
'I remember the day that the dad brought back a while little box from aboard. The whole family was around the little box watching a cup of water got boiled. How funny was that!'
'Do you remember the first time Peggy tried to bake a cake for her mom's bday? She got the cake burned and smoke all around the house. I was coughing so bad ...'
'My favorite time is always when Mrs. Forum cooks curry. It smells like heaven...'
.....

Looking around our little kitchen, I wonder what kind of food the previous resident was cooking here.

Yesterday I saw a commercial on TV. It's for Honda Civic. A technician finished a can of pop then throw the can to recycle ban. Then it shows how the can and other cans was recycled and remade to part of the engine parts. Then the technician puts the engine in a new Honda Civic. Then slogan shows up 'One car. A
million stories.'

What an outstanding line! A line that would cause you couldn't help to
Anyways, today the story is about the kitchen. The kitchen that might had thousands dishes cooked, maybe some French or poutine (wha la~)wonder... wonder about the stories happening around you. It
brings the unlimited imagination to my day. :)

The very few dishes that I can name it for certain are following... not that successful banana bread, 獅子頭白菜滷, salad, soy sauce and garlic baked pork chop, mashed potato, beef curry stew, rice (tons of them :D), noodle soup...etc. and so on...

The story belongs to my little kitchen is still growing... my little multi-cultured kitchen. :)


Jun 1, 2010

Curry Rice with Spinach salad night

Our dinner tonight....
Just to write it down here so I won't forget how to make it next time ;)

Beef Curry Stew
Ingredients:
Carrots *3 (Medium length)
Potatoes *3 (Medium large size)
Onion *1/3
Beef for stew * 1 lb (cut into one-bite sizes)
Curry paste brick *100g (S&B mild hot is my favorite)
Vegetable oil 2 table spoon

Pot A: boiling carrots and potatoes for roughly 10-15mins (medium fire)
Pan B: (frying pan)
Add vegetable oil in pot with big temp
Wait till the oil is warm
Add the Onions to fry for 1~2 mins
Add the beef to let the surfaces cooked so the juice will stay inside
Filter PotA to dry and add it to PanB
Add 2cups water till boil, turn the stove temp down to medium
Boiling for 10 mins or so till the potatoes and carrots are softened
Then add curry paste and stir properly till it's melted


Spinach Salad
Spinach 4-5 cups
Avocado 1/2
Tomato 1 cup
Spring onion *1
Raisins 1/4 cup

Spinach cut into one-bite sizes as well a
s tomato, avocado
Mix them all together then put raisins and spring onion on top at the last
(oh yeah, spring onion needs to be cut into small pieces)




May 17, 2010

by Randy Pausch


"It's not about how to achieve your dreams. it's about how to live your life.
To live your life the right way, then karma will take care of itself.The dream will come to you. "

"The brick walls are there for a reason: they let us prove how badly we want something. The brick walls are there to stop people who doesn't want it badly enough. They are there to stop other people. "

That day, on the bus back from Taipei, I saw an accident. And sudden
ly I realized, if I die now, I don't feel I have wasted my whole life working or to live for other people. Then I feel my eyes were moisturized a bit.
I am happy I am lucky enough to stop a bit when I am turning 30 to think about what I really want to do. Even it's just for interest.
We all have to live hard and fantastic. Then... we won't be afraid of death one day.




May 15, 2010

深夜漣漪...

今天苑裡外拍,老師給了我一個作業... 題目是"20年後的自拍照"
老師說他會持續給我作業,要我繼續加油、創作。

離別的時候,老師問"要不要抱一下?" 於是我們擁抱,老師久久沒放開,像要安慰我似又像自己在認真告別似的的在我背上拍著。
老師的感受力太強了,被人懂得的感覺真的很容易讓人卸下偽裝,打開心防。
我是強裝堅強的....從8年前開始....
這樣的個性被察覺了,也被諒解和珍惜了... 我很開心能認識這群攝影班的朋友和老師,但是相聚的時光這麼短暫,短暫到自己都害怕會很快忘記...

晚上要離別前,提到開車...老師說他有時會開快車,心情不好的時候....then 看著我認真措詞的說了一句"我兼具內斂和瘋狂的兩面"... 看著他認真想表達的眼神,我說了一句"嗯...我能懂" 剎那間,我覺得老師也開啟了他的心防...

緣起...希望永遠不滅~

作業:
1. email my address
2. 攝影紀念本
3. 2組系列作品 for exhibition
4. 變形記
5. "20年後的自拍照"

May 10, 2010

30


還記得...不知幾歲時,自己突發奇想..."30歲好老喔~ 不然我30歲就自殺,在輪迴一次從零開始..."

姑且不論這個想法多麼的偏激... 但在我寥寥無幾的回憶中,就對30歲有這個印象...

今年8月,就要滿30了.... 會很老嗎? 是比較老了... 但會想自殺嗎? 當然不會~ 生命這麼美好,這麼奇妙,我怎捨得離開。
人生永遠充滿驚喜,只要你停的夠久,看的夠仔細,你就會發現...

還記得幾年前買了本看似很可愛的繪本叫'Fragile (脆弱)'
當時興高采烈地買回來,番了幾頁,就不看了,裡面的文字,實在不懂...

這兩天因為要整理帶去加拿大的書籍,再次番了番這本繪本....在一頁我停住了,讀了兩次,凝視著他配合文字的圖片...
一切都明瞭了....

<行動>

"這憂鬱到來,深深地。

事物從來不曾看似如此靠近,如此美
好,如此容易品味。

光,從來不曾到達如此絕對的平靜。

我們可不是真的愚笨,
這樣的安詳,是因為我們正要將它拋棄。

這般的靜止,是因為我們就要起身,就要飛奔而去。

可以懊悔的事,會有那麼那麼多。

令人害怕的,是這世界如此寧靜,深深地。"


一切都變得有意義了~ 我,30歲,能體會更多不同的人生的感受了,因為我經歷的更多了,駐足的夠久了。

活著,認真感受。

當有一天我們可以寫出動人的話語,體會文學的事實,就是我們為自己走過的歲月留下的痕跡...
Happy 30... :)